This is a woman that I met back in June and fucked for 2 days up in Reno. I dumped her back in September after my little brother passed away. Recently I have begun to get into her mind through IM's and Emails to establish control over her.

Todays IM convo:

I am teaching her how to have self control and not to openly crave my attention so much so I waited after I got online:

zenmack (2/7/2006 11:45:31 AM):
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:45:38 AM): good you waited for me
claudia (2/7/2006 11:45:48 AM): Hi Master
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:45:55 AM): hello and good morning or afternoon
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:45:59 AM): I was testing you just now
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:46:12 AM): but you knew that
claudia (2/7/2006 11:46:12 AM): good, i passed
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:46:17 AM): uh huh
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:46:24 AM):
claudia (2/7/2006 11:46:27 AM): no Master, just showing control
claudia (2/7/2006 11:46:58 AM): my meeting was postponed till 10 am tomorrow
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:47:05 AM): ok
claudia (2/7/2006 11:47:09 AM): the guy getting the stuff together didnt
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:47:13 AM): I came on to hear about it
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:47:23 AM): but I guess wed is as good also
claudia (2/7/2006 11:47:31 AM): he is actually bring work!!
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:47:41 AM): ?
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:47:47 AM): actually bringing work?
claudia (2/7/2006 11:47:50 AM): bring a job
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:47:51 AM): is that what you ment
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:47:53 AM): ok
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:47:54 AM): cool
claudia (2/7/2006 11:48:12 AM): how is Your day Master
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:48:34 AM): good preparing for my next speech contest on friday and planning to take home the 12 victory in a row
claudia (2/7/2006 11:48:49 AM): Yes
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:48:52 AM): they say I'm really good but inside I just feel so so good
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:49:03 AM): I think of myself as barely eeking through
claudia (2/7/2006 11:49:07 AM): i know better
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:49:18 AM): just think if I were to really put in practice and develop a speech
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:49:24 AM): then I would be powerful
claudia (2/7/2006 11:49:28 AM): Masteer has Command!
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:49:37 AM): but I don't feel motivated to give them my all
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:49:46 AM): I'm ready for new challenges
claudia (2/7/2006 11:50:11 AM): like training/classes, lectures
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:50:17 AM): I'm also writing a post for the nerds on genetics
claudia (2/7/2006 11:50:20 AM): real speaking
claudia (2/7/2006 11:50:34 AM): lol
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:50:36 AM): I've been learning a lot about it and as it applys to getting women
claudia (2/7/2006 11:50:45 AM): hmmm
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:50:54 AM): I do plan to do training classess and shit

I AM LOOKING TO SEE HOW MUCH SHE KNOWS ABOUT GENES:

zenmack (2/7/2006 11:51:11 AM): genes play a large part in your personality
claudia (2/7/2006 11:51:13 AM): how does gentics help to get more women?
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:51:13 AM): 50%
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:51:27 AM): well modern society genes are what's holding men back
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:51:37 AM): there truly is a nice guy gene out there
claudia (2/7/2006 11:51:45 AM): ive read
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:51:47 AM): it's a survival gene for modern society
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:52:02 AM): it creates conformnity
claudia (2/7/2006 11:52:12 AM): alpha beta something
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:52:14 AM): so that mankind can adapt to civlilizations and rules
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:52:25 AM): yes turns on the beta gene and lesser genes
claudia (2/7/2006 11:52:36 AM): cool
claudia (2/7/2006 11:52:49 AM): Master already gets enough women
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:52:51 AM): not so cool if your one of thoses who's gene is getting expressed
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:52:59 AM): lol@ya
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:53:05 AM): so you got jokes now huh
claudia (2/7/2006 11:53:14 AM): guess so
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:53:19 AM): hahaha
claudia (2/7/2006 11:53:30 AM): ((jealous))

SHE TRIED TO ACTUALLY TEST ME WITH SOME HUMOR SO I SHUT HER DOWN:

zenmack (2/7/2006 11:53:35 AM): do I seem like I am
claudia (2/7/2006 11:53:52 AM): i know Master gets what He wants
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:53:59 AM): don't you know it babygirl
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:54:09 AM): I'm learning how to express my power in the world
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:54:15 AM): turn off certain genes that hold me back
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:54:23 AM): and express those that will move me forward
claudia (2/7/2006 11:54:52 AM): that is wonderful
claudia (2/7/2006 11:55:05 AM): i should learn some tof that some day
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:55:06 AM): which is what I'm trying to do with you
claudia (2/7/2006 11:55:15 AM): Yes Master

AND NOW FOR MY EDUCATIONAL MOMENT: ALWAYS GIVE EM SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT:

zenmack (2/7/2006 11:55:17 AM): by teaching you control over yourself
claudia (2/7/2006 11:55:26 AM): yes Master
claudia (2/7/2006 11:55:33 AM): i see that
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:55:38 AM): and how to start pushing in life
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:55:44 AM): to move forward
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:55:49 AM): instead of staying in a hole
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:55:52 AM): climb out
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:55:58 AM): and raise your face to the sun
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:56:05 AM): standing like a strong female should
claudia (2/7/2006 11:56:15 AM): Yes Master
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:56:22 AM): I know you feel me
claudia (2/7/2006 11:56:33 AM): i am trying to do better and better

I SET THE STANDARDS AND THE STAGE OF MY GAME IN MY WORLD BY MY RULES AND MAKE THEM JUMP TO MY TUNE:

zenmack (2/7/2006 11:56:36 AM): you come to my table with only a part of what you need
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:56:49 AM): so I must set the table and create a meal out of what you have
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:57:04 AM): teach you a new menu for your life
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:57:09 AM): so that our meal will be better
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:57:14 AM): do you understand
claudia (2/7/2006 11:57:27 AM): yes Master, i understand, thankYOu
claudia (2/7/2006 11:57:45 AM): i want to be whole and better than i am
claudia (2/7/2006 11:57:49 AM): for me and You
claudia (2/7/2006 11:57:57 AM): it feels good
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:58:04 AM): I quit that pussy assed taken in hand forum
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:58:15 AM): sent them a email and told em to take me off the list
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:58:23 AM): I got tired of all the female whinning
claudia (2/7/2006 11:58:40 AM): i sick of it too and their censorship
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:58:42 AM): bunch of bored women at home whinning like cluckers
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:58:46 AM): yes that too
claudia (2/7/2006 11:58:49 AM): but i learned a lot off the site
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:59:03 AM): ok to read but don't get involved in their discussions
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:59:08 AM): especially if they censor
claudia (2/7/2006 11:59:12 AM): no Master
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:59:17 AM): that tells me about their inner beliefs
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:59:23 AM): or those of the modorators
claudia (2/7/2006 11:59:33 AM): yes Master
claudia (2/7/2006 11:59:36 AM): it does
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:59:44 AM): not worth our time or our wisdom
zenmack (2/7/2006 11:59:52 AM): they only hear what they want to hear
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:00:05 PM): why waste energy trying to show them the way to the light
claudia (2/7/2006 12:00:09 PM): we are better than that
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:00:15 PM): yes

AND NOW FOR THE MIND FUCK PORTION OF MY SHOW:

zenmack (2/7/2006 12:00:34 PM): do you want me
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:00:37 PM): do you desire me
claudia (2/7/2006 12:00:37 PM): i feel Your Magnificance today
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:00:41 PM): do you crave me
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:00:47 PM): with every cell in your body
claudia (2/7/2006 12:00:57 PM): yes, more than Master could ever know
claudia (2/7/2006 12:01:06 PM): every single cell
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:01:16 PM): I don't feel it babygirl
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:01:25 PM): I can't see it in your words
claudia (2/7/2006 12:01:30 PM): i nearly orgasm thinking of You
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:01:36 PM): there you go
claudia (2/7/2006 12:01:40 PM): i Love Master
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:01:43 PM): let me feel it
claudia (2/7/2006 12:01:45 PM): Worship Master
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:01:47 PM): show it too me
claudia (2/7/2006 12:01:58 PM): crave Master
claudia (2/7/2006 12:02:11 PM): how do You want me to show Master
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:02:19 PM): your doing fine now
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:02:24 PM): focus
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:02:26 PM): hard
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:02:28 PM): on how much
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:02:30 PM): you want me
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:02:37 PM): as hard as you can until you cum
claudia (2/7/2006 12:02:47 PM): i want to all things for my Master
claudia (2/7/2006 12:02:51 PM): yes Master
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:02:56 PM): make me feel your energy all the way in california
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:03:05 PM): feel inside of your head
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:03:10 PM): find your center
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:03:15 PM): at the center of your head
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:03:27 PM): if you were to draw lines down the top and side
claudia (2/7/2006 12:03:29 PM): i know where my orgasum spot is
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:03:38 PM): where they intersect is your center
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:03:40 PM): good
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:03:42 PM): go there
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:03:45 PM): now
claudia (2/7/2006 12:03:52 PM): yes Master
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:03:54 PM): picture me inside of you
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:04:00 PM): feel me inside of you
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:04:05 PM): deep
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:04:11 PM): your squeezing me
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:04:19 PM): feeling me with your essense
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:04:29 PM): squeeze as hard as you can with your pussy
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:04:31 PM): now
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:04:36 PM): harder babygirl
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:04:47 PM): let the picture build in your mind
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:04:54 PM): my thrusting into you
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:05:12 PM): my lips on yours forcefully ...hard...
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:05:26 PM): feel my breath breathing all the way down into your cells
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:05:36 PM): my hands touching you
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:05:42 PM): my finger stroking your clit
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:05:52 PM): taking you
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:05:59 PM): thrusting into you
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:06:01 PM): building
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:06:09 PM): so so so good
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:06:21 PM): let each word sink into your pleasure spot
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:06:27 PM): and build the picture
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:06:32 PM): be in the picture
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:06:36 PM): feel in the picture
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:06:39 PM): of me
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:06:41 PM): taking you
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:06:51 PM): my dick
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:06:54 PM): inside of your
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:06:57 PM): wet pussy
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:07:01 PM): dick
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:07:08 PM): dick
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:07:11 PM): pussy
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:07:18 PM): your man
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:07:22 PM): you belong
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:07:28 PM): his strength
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:07:31 PM): his power
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:07:36 PM): controls
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:07:40 PM): protects
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:07:46 PM): safe
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:07:52 PM): secure
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:07:58 PM): cummm
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:08:08 PM): throbbing
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:08:14 PM): need
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:08:16 PM): to
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:08:23 PM): be owned is gone
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:08:29 PM): you are owned
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:08:33 PM): you belong
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:08:38 PM): you are protected
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:08:40 PM): and safe
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:08:42 PM): in your mans
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:08:45 PM): strong arms
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:08:49 PM): cummm
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:08:57 PM): cummming
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:08:59 PM): hard
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:09:02 PM): powerful
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:09:06 PM): deep
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:09:10 PM): feel each word
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:09:11 PM): hitting
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:09:15 PM): you like a storm
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:09:18 PM): of passion
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:09:21 PM): cum
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:09:28 PM): fucked
claudia (2/7/2006 12:09:30 PM): dou feel it
claudia (2/7/2006 12:09:39 PM): i am shakeing
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:09:42 PM): that is what I wanted
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:09:48 PM): good girl
claudia (2/7/2006 12:09:52 PM): i came it wont stopp
claudia (2/7/2006 12:10:06 PM): i am cryign
claudia (2/7/2006 12:10:10 PM): am with u
claudia (2/7/2006 12:10:23 PM): oh Master!!!!
claudia (2/7/2006 12:10:53 PM): Yes
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:11:06 PM): let it out
claudia (2/7/2006 12:11:08 PM): ive missed Master so
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:11:11 PM): let the words flow
claudia (2/7/2006 12:11:29 PM): i feel so alone without Master
claudia (2/7/2006 12:11:42 PM): i want to worship You
claudia (2/7/2006 12:11:48 PM): be with You
claudia (2/7/2006 12:11:53 PM): serve You
claudia (2/7/2006 12:12:01 PM): be under You
claudia (2/7/2006 12:12:14 PM): i need Master
claudia (2/7/2006 12:12:28 PM): i want and have to have my Master
claudia (2/7/2006 12:12:47 PM): i am not whole without You my Master
claudia (2/7/2006 12:13:05 PM): Master is everything to me
claudia (2/7/2006 12:13:12 PM): Everything
claudia (2/7/2006 12:13:33 PM): i cant quit crying
claudia (2/7/2006 12:13:43 PM): to even be this close to Master
claudia (2/7/2006 12:13:51 PM): means everything
claudia (2/7/2006 12:14:29 PM): i will be the most precious thing Master owns
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:14:46 PM): will you
claudia (2/7/2006 12:14:46 PM): i will make my Master feel Joy
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:14:50 PM): will you
claudia (2/7/2006 12:14:57 PM): yes Master
claudia (2/7/2006 12:15:03 PM): it is all i want
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:15:22 PM): crawl on your hands and knees to serve
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:15:30 PM): to be owned
claudia (2/7/2006 12:15:38 PM): Yes Master
claudia (2/7/2006 12:15:43 PM): beg
claudia (2/7/2006 12:15:49 PM): anything
claudia (2/7/2006 12:16:17 PM): kneel before Master and kiss His feet
claudia (2/7/2006 12:16:24 PM): bath them in my tears
claudia (2/7/2006 12:16:45 PM): of joy to be owned be a Master...
claudia (2/7/2006 12:16:48 PM): my Master
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:17:15 PM): good
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:17:24 PM): It's time to put it back into the box
claudia (2/7/2006 12:17:31 PM): Yes Master
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:17:33 PM): find your center of control
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:17:40 PM): and return
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:17:49 PM): you are a good girl babygirl
claudia (2/7/2006 12:18:01 PM): Thank You Master
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:18:03 PM): and you know this
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:18:09 PM): I'm proud of you
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:18:12 PM): deeply so
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:18:30 PM): I would take you out collard to show the world who you belong to with pride
claudia (2/7/2006 12:18:41 PM): Yes Master
claudia (2/7/2006 12:18:45 PM): i would like that
claudia (2/7/2006 12:19:01 PM): i want everyone to know how lucky i am
claudia (2/7/2006 12:19:16 PM): how blessed
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:19:28 PM): those idiots at taken in hand have no idea
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:19:35 PM): they are grain eaters people
claudia (2/7/2006 12:19:40 PM): Yes Master
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:19:42 PM): and don't know the ways of original man
claudia (2/7/2006 12:19:44 PM): i thought that
claudia (2/7/2006 12:19:48 PM): even the men
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:19:54 PM): the real devotion us old gene people truly have
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:19:59 PM): pussy men
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:20:10 PM): everyone trying to show how smart and cleverly read they are
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:20:20 PM): when they started bringing up greek mythology
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:20:23 PM): I almost puked
claudia (2/7/2006 12:20:30 PM): i trashed it
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:20:34 PM): and I love greek mythology
claudia (2/7/2006 12:20:50 PM): they dont even get the point
claudia (2/7/2006 12:20:53 PM): at all
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:20:53 PM): there are only 8% of us on the planet left
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:20:56 PM): who feel
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:21:07 PM): the rest their gene is turned off
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:21:13 PM): so to speak
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:21:21 PM): they can talk and mimic
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:21:26 PM): but never truly feel
claudia (2/7/2006 12:21:38 PM): i believe that with all my heart
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:21:51 PM): I can feel your heart
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:21:55 PM): I can feel your energy
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:22:01 PM): I can feel your devotion and love
claudia (2/7/2006 12:22:16 PM): Thank You Master
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:22:17 PM): 2 states away
claudia (2/7/2006 12:22:27 PM): that is so important to me
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:22:28 PM): ok back to work
claudia (2/7/2006 12:22:36 PM): yes Master
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:22:41 PM): expand today
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:22:42 PM): grow
claudia (2/7/2006 12:22:48 PM): Yes Master, i will
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:22:50 PM): that is the voice of life
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:22:56 PM): life seeks to grow in all of it's forms
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:23:06 PM): this is why I'm not all that down for gayity
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:23:20 PM): but I've let go of my negative energy towards it
zenmack (2/7/2006 12:23:27 PM): bye
claudia (2/7/2006 12:23:32 PM): bye Master